Sabtu, Agustus 27, 2016
When it gets
hurt, I just remember you, thats all enough. I dont want to ask anything. I
just keep anything. And time frozen still.
Its hard to
define, to fix, to be should be. Every moment just passed away. And Im gonna be
not okay. It hurts sometimes, just for a while sometimes, or until the midnight
sometimes. Its full of bad dreams on my mind, and I am called it changing. Not
you, not me, its just moment itself.
Its
difficult to leave, to be closed, to be should be. Its just piece of cake for
others, this matter, this time, but for me, its could not be heal as soon as
possible. Do you want to leave? I ask in front of the mirror. I hate goodbyes,
yes right, Im weird. Cause everything is never as it seems.
Im talking
about love. Its really something. And Im nothing. I guess I know and Im always
right, but I get the missing eror. Maybe because we should be never be here.
Our pages, our whispered, our twilight, our Milky way, I’ll keep it.Even by my
self. And Im not moving. Could you keep your eyes on me?
Im not
moving. This is the only absolute way to tell what I meant. Not once, we did
the similar thing to show what we had meant. We just never talk about it into a
clear word. And all passed. And time wins. I cant do anything more.
However, in
this scale, its like hurricanes during this periods. The winds make the
heartbeats so fast. Im suffering. Day-to-day I don’t care about the other
knocking. I just hold it tight. Only regret why the uncomfortable feeling come
and be back suddenly.
Im not
moving, just like a sun, I will send back my light often. But, the sun is like
the other star. It has a time to make a big supernova. In a sudden explosion,
flash of light can be bright light and it will be a died star. And Im gone.