Jumat, Desember 01, 2017
“You
leave him, because you are not sure how to make him be happy. You end this,
because you are tired how to explain your feeling.”
Someone
comes into your life is a big thing because he comes with all of his life. And,
someone leaves your life is a big thing because he brings a part of you. That’s
life. Sometimes you greet someone with a grateful heart and sometimes you wave
your hands to say goodbye. You will make a lot of memories in life, even you
want to forget some of that, but it sticks to you until this life ends.
You
ask to the sky, why and why. You guess the answer but most of them are wrong.
It will be hard if you swim against the flow of the river. It will be tired if
you only wait the stars come to you. It will be impossible if you come back to
the past. So, honest to yourself, back into your right feeling, is there any reason
to life?
It is not
easy to understand and accept all the things. The broken feeling, the untidy soul, the untold
story, in the end, it is yours. You pass everything sometimes not because you
want it, but you have to. Believe it, there is a big kindness hidden in this process.
Do not regret everything, because you only live once. Do not be afraid, because
you only live once.
I write you as me. I want to stop writing.
At first
alphabet, 2017